you see the poll at the side?

YES we are taking it SERIOUSLY.

so please vote ;D

(even though u already know who is the winner is already)

MALE VOTERS:
please vote not so honestly. ;D

FEMALE VOTERS:
PLEASEE vote some one you think guys or gays would not vote
for (pleasee)

but we would like everyone to seriously VOTE with HONESTY.

♥

LYS-i forgot! ur rm30 is still here with me!!!! enjoy ur holiday at hong kong. dont forget to MISS me! and i really wish i could go shop with u again! eventhough i know u almost vomited blood. muah.
Malc-dont stress up. u did well, im know. good luck and all the best!
Gene- im sorry. i read your post. eeii..u sound like i would backstab u. haha..i will not hide anything or feelings from you again. and i will not lie about me feeeling ok when im not. u can trust me on this. but i will try first. heee. get well with ur cold.
Brenda- im sorry i cant visit u YET. n my fone KO, again. dats y i couldnt reply u. take care.

oh ya btw, this is something i wanted to say a long time ago. i LOVE my karma. im happy this happen. just wish we ended it earlier. so i wouldnt look like an idiotic fucking piece of shit, biatch. :) fuuhhh..hell yeah i feel damn alot better motherfucker. i may not be as smart or so watever as u, but im definately tougher in life and hell alot better than you. wanna go shopping? how about me patiently waiting for you to buy your ftball jersey eih. wat? u wanna cry? more lies? you want me to be your first? or any other sugar sweet honey sweet words and lies from u. ho-ho. how cute. u tell this to every girl huh. n i fell flat for it. maybe almost. hoho. i couldnt pay full attention to my studies because of your very own problem, pretty boy. y am i saying this? ya, im so forgiving and nice, huh. so fcking stupid, asshole. wake up mommy's boy and deal with the real world. life is not a fairytale dear. stop crying to act as if u ever cared. ergh thres so much things to say about u..really. i wanted to say everything here. but u know, this things may hurt some people tat loves you..and im not here to break anyone elses heart. becoz no one else deserves this. but, watever that happens. watever that's done..no one needs to know so much. we'll keep this to ourself, shall we? im not pisssed. i know i sound like i am. i just keep thinking i shouldnt be nice all the time and let all of these get away so easily so u cud enjoy ur pretty life. but, that's definately not my nature, too bad for me or i would have probably ruin your perfect little life for you darling. still, i thank my karma, suprisingly. dont text me like u still wanna be frens. i am still your fren bt remember, i never needed a fren like u. i dont need your "how are you?:)". y dont u be sorry for urself. God, ur disgusting. pfft. pathetic. u may not know what u actually did, if ur THAT stupid. if u wan to know, be a man like wat most people think u are and ask me. coward. pheww, im done:D hope to hear from u soon, friend. oh dont feel bad of wat i said. we are frens rite.HEH.

helloooo.

hello! im actually wondering how's brenda now. haha . try to imagine brenda running towards us with lots of sweeet and chocolate in her hand!! XD

holiday = boring .
ahhaha im so bored that i went to the toilet for more than 6 times doing nothing in there except for washing my hands, looking at myself in the mirror and getting rid of blackheads!!!
omg!!!!!!!
well im going to flyyy to another country on tuesday :) ( thank god)

AND ract su rae gene bren reek and enggg ( dont know how to spell his name !! sorry) remember to buy a x'mas gift!!
byebye :D


love,
lys

The more you love,the more you lose a part of you.
Yet you dont become less of you are, instead you end up being complete...

You'r heart is one of your most prized possessions, be careful who you give it to.

Love can make you happy but often times it hurts,
but love is only special when you give it to who its worth.
Its better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all
Some of us think holding on makes us strong;
but sometimes it is letting go.

kekeke..

me too gene.
we are coming over to your houseee.
;D teehee

Aheh.

Brenda, enjoy your trip to Langkawi. ahaha. don't forget to buy us something. if i receive nothing from you, dont you come back. eheh!:D Margaret, we will take care GOOD care of Him.<3
At first i was kinda dissapointed coz there is no more space for Langkawi. i know imma gonna rot at home. haha, turn out it wasnt too bad. i enjoy being alone, somehow. with my phone K.O, i just had to spend the whole day reading with the music on, sleep, swimming with only my langerie on ONLY when it's raining heavily.(there will be absolute nobody there. and the pool is on the highest floor. so you can enjoy the view there:D) and now here i am, in the cyber. hee.
oh ya btw Gene, im coming to your house and stay over, SOON. :) and u aint gonna stop meeee bitch. and im sure your sister would LURVE to have me around, am i right? eheh.

KE$HA-TIK TOK

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Put my glasses on, I’m out the door -
I’m gonna hit this city
(Let’s go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
Cause when I leave for the night, I ain’t coming back
I’m talking pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-toping, playing our favorite cds
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy
[CHORUS]
Don’t stop, make it popDJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I’mma fight
‘Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don’t stop no
Woah-oh oh ohWoah-oh oh oh
[Chorus]
Ain’t got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Ain’t got no money in my pocket, but I’m already here
Now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick ‘em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger
I’m talking about - everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys trying to touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk
Now, now - we goin’ til they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us -
Don’t stop, make it popDJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I’mma fight
‘Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don’t stop no
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh
Don’t stop, make it popDJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I’mma fight
‘Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don’t stop no
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh ohDJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
You got me now
You gotta that sound
Yea, you got meDJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
Get your hands up
Put your hands up
No, the party don’t start until I walk in
Don’t stop, make it popDJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I’mma fight
‘Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don’t stop no
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh
Don’t stop, make it popDJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I’mma fight
‘Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don’t stop no
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

FIFTEEN

You take a deep breath
And you walk through the doors
it's the mornin of your very first day
You say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
And try to stay out of everybody's way
It's your freshman year
And you're gonna be here for the next 4 years
In this town
Hopin' one of those Senior boys
Will wink at you and say 'I haven't seen you around before'
Cuz when you're fifteen, somebody tells you
they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
Feelin' like there's nothin to figure out
Count to ten
Take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen
You sit in class next to red-head Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughi'n at the other girls
Who they think they're so cool
We'll be out of here as soon as we can
And then you're on your very first date
And he's got a car
And you're feelin like flyin
And you're momma's waitin up
And you're thinkin he's the one
And you're dancin around the room when the night ends
When the night ends
Cuz when you're fifteen, somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
And your first kiss makes your head spin around
But in your life you'll do things
Greater than datin the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen
When all you wanted
Was to be wanted
Wish you could go back
And tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams in life
And Abigail gave everything she had
To a boy who changed his mind
And we both cried
Cuz when you're fifteen, somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
Don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen
La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la...
You're very first day
Take a deep breath girl
And take a deep breath as you walk through the doors

;D we miss brenda!

BRENDA! YOUR IN PENANG/LANGKAWI NOW!
and i really really miss u!
you and margaret didn't call us yet! ;D i'm gonna kill you.
take care there and buy us something!

another 5 months ago picture. ;D

don't we look retarted? XD

our random pictures! ♥

haha.. the effects reminds me like

how u take pictures in those picture machines.

brendaaa, whatca looking at?


♥
chel carrying lys

i♥you

rachael

H-A-P-P-Y B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y Susu!

I had a great day today at Pav! Embarrass to say, this was our FIRST time going out with all 6 of us together after almost 2 years of best friends. I was kinda pissed off in the begining which I wasn't sure why. Haha! I think I get this "disease" from Rae Heng. XP..But most of the time in Red Box, Ys & Rachel Tee were SHOPPING. It was kinda not fun without them. Anyway, I got a pair of earring from Rae Tee & Shuang. Thanks ! I really love it..

It was freaking creepy when me and Bren went to KL Plaza for smt before we went home.Thanks Bren for accompanying me. Even though Bren looked very scard because it is right now under renovation ..so it's dark, quiet for some parts..

Susu, Happy Birthday again.I am not sure how many times already had I said this today .Hope you like those presents from us..and hope you enjoy yourselve today..

Gene

PROMOTION DAY GIRLS!

BIG SALE! ;D

and girls ur gonna geeett LUCKY!

STARTING FROM 12.00 MIDNIGHT TODAY,

WE WILL START the promotion.

OUR JUST TURNED 15 YEAR OLD PRODUCT!

SURAYYN!

COMES FREE WITH A SCANDLE! ;D

quick book cause this is his one free day and there are
limited spaces!

5 girls had their places booked!

quick before it runs out!

SURAYYN! its all about him..

YES.

13TH NOVEMBER 2009

remember what happned?

REMEMBER? what to remember?

us. b.g.r.r.ys.s which is mostly know as the Milkandbitches♥
support us ;D

this is a really old picture of us.

in the PMR seminar.
♥



look at your poor birthday girl. having to post about
HER OWN BIRTHDAY!

i wonder.. who's gonna post up their own
birthday next?

lys?chel? brenda? gene? or me? XD


keke..
i like this picture. no i love it. ♥


3 besties

karoke. (it was an awesome hack of fun!)

the two best friends singing!

thank you for a wonderful

10th september 2009!

♥

brenda and me!

and we love you nyam nyam ho! ;D

♥

me and gene in the zoo.

yes we went to the zoo. to work.

no kiddin. bird poo. sweeping leaves. scrubbing bowls. peeling bananas..

still it was kinda fun. ;D

too bad brenda didn't comee..

♥

yupp.. another random picture..

on the 3rd of november 2009.

it was the post PMR concert. ♥

we screwed up happily!

once again i'm gonna say this!

i love how margaret and brenda looks here!

BEFORE

AFTER

would you like to contact our plastic surgen? ;D

yes. Dr. SUSU is an appoiment only doctor. yes really expensive.

JOKE. i'm just kiddin. but look how much we changed since one year ago!

we're sassy and kicking now ;D
we aint need a man like you. eff u.

finally another bgrryss picture.
lol. it is A BIT wierd.

i LOVE this picture! :D 100%♥

this picture too! ♥

anticipate us next time!

♥ milks,

rae.

Happy to be one of the BGRRYSS!

Guys,I just can't describe about how important you guys are to me...This might sound dramatic...but I am serious here...

Bren, ...I don't know how to say it out..but to be honest with you....do you realise that sometimes what you say is really hurtful to me...but I just keep quiet...If you know me well enough...you will know that I am not good in fighting back in words...especially to friends..of course I don't want our relationship to be broken or something...so I don't really blame you...anyway....thanks for always showing me the right way in studies too...you know..there were times that I always didn't concentrate in class...You know what...I really wish there will be some miracle happen so that you will not leave us next year...And also...Even if there are millions of Brenda in this world..but you are the only special one to us...the only one whom I still feel happy even if she scold me..because it's just so cute...


Tee, You always do stuff that make us so worry....sometimes you are just too kind to ppl that you don't really know..I guess you have heard this a lot of times but you NEVER change....and it's hard to trust you.too..you hardly keep your promises!...but what to do? ...you are Rachel Tee..if you are not like that....actually it won't be fun..Pls...don't always think that your life sucks..or you're not good enough or smt.. no one is perfect ..ok?....Once more..I am very happy and proud to be one of your best friend..and whatever bad happen...like what Ting Ting said...take it as a test or"assessment " from the God..ok? I seriously hope that you know that how much we care about you..so don't do anything that make us dissapointed....God! I sound like a mother..I say it for your mom too..Haha XP..


Heng, you are always the one we need everytime....I feel very guilty sometimes...I think you haven't forget yet..there are a lot of things that you borrowed me that I still haven't return yet...sorry...I don't do it on purpose ....but it's just that...erm....nvm....sometimes it get quite anoying when you get angry easily..for small reasons....but you are very caring most of the time..and because of you too...I know some really nice Korean songs...haha...and also sorry ...I always give you trouble....

Love you..


Shuang, remember that time you asked us a question about which type of ppl with different attitude will you choose to be a friend with...I was surprise that you will choose the on who talks a lot and you will just listen to her story...
I already knew that you hated me from last year...I can feel....the way you talk to me was different when you talk to the others..that's what make me feel scard to talk to you sometimes even now....because you are so on and off...you can just laugh with me ...or us...now....but the next second you can just ignore me.....I don't know am I that boring to talk to or smt else?...but I am happy that you finally tell it out...I am sorry if I did anything wrong....I am sorry ...seriously...



Su, you are also very important to us !! Actually I also dislike you for a while during the begining of this group was form...I found you very mean .....haha...but after few months..you are actually quite nice to bully..XP...just kidding....you are always very serious when we face problems..and you will do your best to solve it...thank you susu!!
PS: Su, pls do smt to our blog....the pics

Guys , I don't know why this take me a really long time to type...Haha XD


Gene

The Pics You all Have been Waiting for!

To Be Continued.. DUN DUN DUNNNNNN

Although I am the Only guy, I never feel left out with you Bitches around!

Since Form 1, I started hanging out with girls. Everyone was worried and thought I was gay. I was really embarresed and depressed because comments like that just kept coming. I thought I could never get through school like that. You guys really helped me out. You all thought me how to live through life without being hurt by anyone else. You all made me who I am today! I take comments in like I'm somekind of sponge. I took comments seriously and it made me feel small and vunerable.*is that how you spell it?* Hanging out with you guys mada me feel like I was somebody! You all pamper me like I was your little brother or somebody like that. To be honest, I never once thought about hatred towards you all. I do not care what they say about you all. Because I know each and everyone of you like we were BFF's since ever!

I love you all soo very very much. And I don't want any of you to think that My love for you all will die away. I promise you all. FOREVER.

Love you only boy best friend, Surayyn a.k.a: SUSU

i love you all .

I LOVE YOU ALL
i seriously dont know am i gonna be without all of you ..
a bitch? an idiot that only care for herself? a girl without true friends ?

this is seriously too much for me .. i seriously dont know what to do or say to thank all of you..why are all of you so good to me?? im not that good . im a bitch , worst than a bitch.

i love all of you. and today's 'secret telling' thingy is not true seriously i was thinking to say i hate one of you and then on the next 'secret telling ' thingy only im saying 'im just joking' . thats is why im looking forward for the next secret telling thing..haha

bgrryss ,

thank you very very much for making me feel that im actually a little bit important sometimes. i seriously dont know how many time i must say to make me feel better.


brenda, i agree with you.but what can we do ?i think we just hav to enjoy more in the amazing race trip. gene, i actually pity you that you cnt come with us for the langkawi trip .but now.. its okay .. rae, thank you so much for letting me go to this trip . i didnt wanted to accept it at first because you're not going ,i also feel very bad and greedy. ract, i know you are very pissed at me during lunch because i didnt want to take rae's place for the langkawi trip , im sorry. i hope you understand . su, thank you so much for running around the school today with me to find teacher . i know you're exhausted.

you're the best. i love you .and as i said i will cherish everything !! ILY



LOVE,
lys

TRUE COLORS.

I gonna tell all of you about COLORS .

RED -
red is a symbol of vitality and ambition .
the color can solve impotency and help raiase the blood pressure and incresing circulation.

use red :
when you want your sexual powers to pur out.
when you want to stimulate the will aspect of your life force.
when you want to be decisive and spend up the actions.

dont use red:
when you are under stress
when you need no attention.
when you are moody and have negative thought.

ORANGE:
orange is the color of athletes for it is about joy and constructiveness. the color elevates the feeling self - confidence, joy ,and ambition. it is said to soothe the terrifying and the fear of death.

use orange -
when you to have fun and increase your sexual power.
when wnat you want to elevate your feeling
when you want to increase your creativity power.

dont use orange -
when you would like to lesson your charm.
when you are exhausted
when you want to relax and rest

YELLOW-
yellow is the color of performer because a person who uses the color always stands out in crowd. it is the color for focal points, associating with the expression of thoughts. the color heals the digestive system.
use yellow:
when you perfer to pay attentions to details
when you are studying and want to be alert.

dont use yellow:
when you are afraid


GREEN -
green is suitable for those looking for direction in romance of life in general.the color is good for soothing one's hearts as it reduces stress.


us green :
when you wnat to have a new perspective
when you aim for extending the space surrounded you .

dont use green :
when you are very confused
when you feel your life is down and out
when you dont want to face the truth

BLUE -
blue implies duty and whoever lies blue is a thinker.that person loves to be with the like-minded abd doesnt want to might with strangers

use blue-
when you want to create the feeling of similarities
when you want to orderly
when you want to make a contact with an important person

dont use blue-
when you feel lonely
when you feel depressed
when you cant get along with someone
when you make a fool of yourself.

maybe i've thought wrong..

strangers, will even bother to read all this?
but even if they read or not. it will never EFFECT our relationship. and i'm confident when i'm saying this.
i want to tell you, even sometimes i just walkaway choosing my classmates over you sometimes, i really miss you guys during the times where my classmates don't bother translating canton for me or when they go to their own thing. they aren't as good as you..
bgryss,
even when you give me a fake smile at least i know, you care about how i feel and try not to hurt me.

Surayyn,♥ rember during form one i tore ur paper cause i was angry at you? u've may have forgotten it but it still is a burden in my head.. i'm sorry. u've stood by me for years. this time i'll stand by you and support you. go to your shows where your friends can be jelous and where i can be very proud of you.

chel and lys,
i've always thought you will be the first to leave us, but..
i'm just so happy. relieved. and i thought to my self
"maybe.. just maybe, i've still havent spend enough time with all of you yet"

♥lys,and only after 11 months i found out LYS's fav colour is orange. and everytime i see that coulour, i smile. it reminds me of you. and how unclose i've been. we call each other "best friends" but do i really know you? from now on, i want to hold your hand and follow you through good and bad.
♥chel! you. u've actually been standing beside me all this while.. let me be your Rae from your chel, and i'm not gonna eat u up. i'm just gonna carry you away from trouble and protect you. and watch you leave us safely into the your husband's warm hands where nothing can hurt u anymore.
♥brenda.i want to spend all these days left, with you and everyone. cause i feel i dont even know you. but in here, i feel, that your one of the best things that happned to me.
♥gene, i.. i owe you the most.. you've always cared about me and all i've always returned was warth. everysecond after i treat you badly, my heart stops for a moment. it makes me older. makes me feel like my heart is turning to stone. yet, i still continue. i am going to stop. i'm sorry. i'm really sorry. cause all you did was care. gene, stop it and slap me. u don't owe me anything. i will always love you through anger and happiness.

i should have listened when i had the chance..

you are all the best thing that happned in my life. i'll hold your left hand and u'll hold mine.
when we all put down our right hand all our hands go down, but when all lift up our left hand all hands ar up. that means we will be together through downs and ups.

even if i'm gone, or in my next life, i'll stand by you,
you all will be carved onto my memory. and finally never forgotten.. iloveyou

♥,

rachael

Only you.

Without you all im still gonna be a girl with different friends each year or the girl with only one friend to talk to. i know i can never find friends like you all anymore.. so i will learn to cherish this relationship .
althought my name just mentioned once in a small sentence in the post posted by ract. but i feel really happy while reading that sentence and its not your fault . ya we might be nt that close anymore but we will always be best friend. And the whole post is really nice and touching althought its not really my business..

bgrryss:
im so sorry if i have did anything that hurted your feelings or doesnt make you feels good with or even embarassed you . IM SORRY . because i have never really care about other people's feelings all this time . and the worst thing is i always have doubts on all of you .i always think that all of you is keeping a lot of secrets away from me .IM SORRY.


B: you're the one that im not really close with until this year we seriously talked and laughed
together.ILY

G: i actually hated you last time for awhile. because i thought that you took away my best friend but no my best friend is still here . i've also think in another way maybe my best friend just
likes you or maybe you're very sociable.
so just forget bout the past . i dont hate you anymore.
seriously. ILY.

rae: sometimes i dislike it when you cry. or when you're angry.but most of the times ILY.

R: i feels really angry when you're being stupid or stubborn. because we really care bout
you n your feelings. ILY.

S: sometimes i feel scare that you suddenly doesnt want to stay with us or be in our group.
ahah. you're the one that bring us happinessssss.. ILY.


BGRRYSS,
after reading PLEASE dont comment , dont talk bout it , dont discuss bout it . just forget bout it , i dont want our friendship to be gone .


i know after posting this post here there may be people hate me or even dislike me but its okay .. as long as the others bgrryss know what im thinking ..ILY.



love,
lys

Hello.

okay, this wud be my very first post in this blog. honestly, i was never too excited when you guys suggested this blog. coz i have no comp. im in the cyber now and having to be the only two girls with my sister, it's creepy. i have a lot of people that i want to thank. i realise how important friends are. not that i never did realise, i just forgot.

Surayyn, Lys, Gene, Rae, Brenda..without all of you, i would be nothing now. Seriously. surayyn, we have been best frens almost 5 years now and we have seen each other have grow. gene, brenda, rae, lys..thank you all so much. ying shuang, we are not as close as we use to be..and its my fault. Brenda, ya im still ur bitch. thank u 4 cheering me up.kaka. Gene im sorry if i've hurt you b4..Rae thx 4 everything. and it's so funny that each of us here are from really different family background and lifestyles and yet we are just connected perfectly because we shared the same heart. each of us. u were all there when i needed you guys the most. i wonder if im ever there for you guys this past few months. you all meant the world to me. how pathetic can i be. i didnt realise how important the people around me.

Ariel, Putri, Sammi, thank you. U made me a lot stronger:) Shanice, Belle, Weiping, Jiaqi, Michelle, thank you for making me a better friend! Daphne, u were actually there 4 me. Aisha, Shermaine, Angela, Nana, Joie, Margaret, thanks for understanding. muah. thx to my mom too. i made her so worry..im sorry mom.

i realise so many people i ditch away too. Chee Ken, thx sooo muuch. malc, thanks too. Crystal and her frens, im sorry wat happen at your halloween party..thank you to the girls there for taking care of me. i'm sorry i've caused trouble. im sorry i didnt get the chance to know all of you. Egbert, thx for lending your shoulder, literally. i misunderstand you all this while. im sorry. thanks for caring too. Reekdason, yeah you too. muaha. Jarrel, im soo sorry. it's nice meeting you. thx for taking care of me dat nite too. and now we are like gud frens alrdy. and sum unknown guy name victor. who ever you may be. thank you and sorry to everyone at the party. wont happen again haha.. and this especially to Rae and Gene..im really very sorry. and thank you guys so much:') i couldnt thank you enough..i noe i troubled you Gene and rae. and im proud to be the first two with RAe to stayover at gene's hse. n her house is BIG. i know more ppl and is closer to them and this brings me more joy than ever.

and..you. i dont blame you at all. im not mad or anything but i do think you shud have been more honest to the ppl around you, especially the one hu had trusted you. and never make promises you know u cant keep. k?

took lotsa pictures during the pmr concert thing. will post it if i have the chance too. i've got too many pictures to post. toooo many. i nvr had this much fun b4! oh ya! i sadly screwed up the concert thing. but haha it's ok because we all learn. i learn. because wtv dat happen, you've got everyone around you and are happier than before. and also having to know you deserve alot better. and this is my happy ending:) i hope you found yours too.

Chel